So today is Tina's birthday.
Outlook alerted me to the fact earlier this week. I sent her an ecard. I don't know why. To hurt her? To hurt myself? Why do I keep thinking about this girl? I keep looking at my email to see if she sent a reply, even though I fairly well know I won't get anything. I know she got the card. What do I expect to get out of all this?
Shit, I wish I knew.